see you in three years.
witnessing materialism at its finest…
November 27, 2009
dear God, why do i even bother coming back?
just another happy thanksgiving!…
drink to move on…
November 1, 2009
listen.learn.love.london!
must stop RUNNING
October 23, 2009
He’s in love with tragedy, in love with tragedy
She was a wreck, but he loved her
She was a wreck, but so was he
And the last time he saw Dorie, he didn’t know what to say
“Thank you because you loved me,
It’s all on me cause I didn’t want to stay, I didn’t want to stay…”
Live, live, live, live because you
Love, love, love and love will make you
Give, give, give and give in when you
Break, break, break but you just want to
Fix yourself just to break again…
One eskimO!
October 13, 2009
listen. learn. love.
happy is the heart that still feels pain…
October 11, 2009
uncharacteristic…
1. I’ve come to realize that my chest-size… is pretty average.
2. I’ve come to realize that my job.. is slowly killing me.
3. I’ve come to realize that when I’m driving alone… windows are always down, music is too loud, and i’m going too fast.
4. I’ve come to realize that I need……. to stop encouraging the bad and pushing away the good.
5. I’ve come to realize that I have lost…. a lot of people i love, but am grateful for the few i still have.
6. I’ve come to realize that I hate it when…… i wake up i’m always cold and still tired.
7. I’ve come to realize that if I’m drunk….i should not be held accountable for any of my unfortunate actions.
8. I’ve come to realize that money… is NOT a necessity.
9. I’ve come to realize that certain people……. will always be fake, insecure, angry, heartbroken, and will often not be in my life.
10. I’ve come to realize that I’ll always…..be mary.
11. I’ve come to realize that my sibling(s)… are further from me than ever before and i could not be more upset about it.
12. I’ve come to realize that my mom… is actually trying for the first time in both our lives.
13. I’ve come to realize that cell phones… aren’t necessary.
14. I’ve come to realize that when I woke up this morning… jessie was making weird noises that made me uncomfortable.
15. I’ve come to realize that last night before I went to sleep….. i was content.
16. I’ve come to realize that right now I am thinking… this seems better than starving in an impoverished country.
17. I’ve come to realize that my dad….. is actually trying for the first time in both our lives.
18. I’ve come to realize that when I get on Facebook….. it’s becoming more frequent with my job.
19. I’ve come to realize today…. is sunday, and that is all.
20. I’ve come to realize that tonight……. i should probably talk to him.
21. I’ve come to realize that tomorrow… might not come for some.
22. I’ve come to realize that I really want to….. no, NEED to get out of the U.S.
23. I’ve come to realize that the person most likely to respond to this… probably wont.
24. I’ve come to realize that life… is pretty crappy most of the time, but there are instances that make it all worth it.
25. I’ve come to realize that this weekend… was a good one to say the least.
26. I’ve come to realize that the best music to listen to when I am upset… is screamo, and not because it’s loud, but because it makes me feel comfortable.
27. I’ve come to realize that my friends…… are actually my family.
28. I’ve come to realize this year… needs to be different from last, and i should probably right my wrongs.
29. I’ve come to realize that my exes……. are all stupid mistakes, but i’ve learned from all the good and bad that came out of each one.
30. I’ve come to realize that maybe I should….. open up more.
31. I’ve come to realize that I love….. too little.
32. I’ve come to realize that I don’t understand….. a lot of things.
33. I’ve come to realize my past… should stay my past.
34. I’ve come to realize that parties….. i try to keep to myself, but end up getting in trouble anyway.
35. I’ve come to realize that I’m totally terrified… of ants.
36. I’ve come to realize that my life… is my own.
fleeting and forgotten…
October 1, 2009
“i’m building up to say i love you… i’ll explain tomorrow”
i miss you terribly!
faking going to sleep, so i can fake waking up to you…
September 15, 2009
ohh matthew, how i miss thee!
myspace.com/poemmusic
all of the new tracks are absolutely amazing!
and my little man mitchell bangs the beats.
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