wait til’ they see me smile…
February 10, 2010
some of these people really make me smile.
i think i’ll keep them around for awhile.
yup. this is how they make me feel.
i think i might like them too.
love to stare, love to hear…
January 20, 2010
there’s one thing i want to say, so i’ll be brave
you were what i wanted
i gave what i gave
i’m not sorry i met you
i’m not sorry it’s over
i’m not sorry there’s nothing to save
listen. learn. lov3.
this is not the sound of a new man or crispy realization, it’s the sound of the unlocking and the lift away
December 31, 2009
last year my best friends and i made 3 resolutions for each other. oddly, for the first time ever, i actually stuck with them.
so, i’ve decided to make my own this year and see if i can do the same.
thus:
1- try to go all organic again
2- actually become motivated for school and figure out what i actually ‘want to do with my life’
3- volunteer more
4- start painting again
2009 was an interesting year to say the least. learned a lot about life, walked into this ‘real world’, and am grateful for all the good and bad times that came about. now i get to ring in 2010 with some of the best people that have ever been in my life, and i could not be any happier.
shalom. :]
happy Christmas
December 25, 2009
all i want for Christmas is really good mexican food, and some warm socks.
and maybe for my brother to be here.
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December 19, 2009
listen. learn. LoVE.
work work work… repeat.
December 14, 2009
hour 2 and this is the direct result of my product-ability.
whoever created chain emails is a genius. thank you.
if you weren’t yourself, would you be friends with you?
in a heartbeat!
have you ever cried from being so mad?
yeah, i hate feeling that way.
ever had a song sang about/for you?
haha yuuup.
who do you live with?
michael, tim, and lindsey. they’re all crazay.
what does your room smell like?
muh lavender incense!! :]
are you happy with your life right now?
more content than anything
last person that yelled at you?
tyler.
have you kissed someone in the past month?
yeep
where do you wish you were right now?
anywhere, but here at work or az, would be amazing
where was your profile picture taken?
austin shea’s casa! :]]]
can high school relationships last?
no they never do and never should. it’s weird.
do you have a good relationship with your parents?
not in the least bit.
is it cute when a girl/guy calls you babe/baby?
not cute just funny
are you wearing any make up right now?
negative.
are you going to be married in the next five years?
dear God i hope not!
if you could change your eye color would you/what would it be?
indeed, green preferably, if not then a lighter brown than i have now
would you get plastic surgery?
no, neverrr
which is better, a sunrise or sunset?
sets.
are you friends with your best friend’s boyfriend or girlfriend?
not really, i don’t like how they treat my friends and make them feel like crap constantly
how many cigarettes have you smoked today?
not many.
have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?
haha i could only dream so big! But maybe 2 or 3. i’m hoping last night counts as well… come on 20%!!
do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Indeed indeed.
have you broken the law in the last 3 days?
yeah.
are you happier single or in a relationship?
i like being single. but sometimes i like being w/someone when it’s right.
when was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
last night.
your ex calls you, what would you say?
you’re still alive?
your parents get a divorce would you want to live with your mom or dad?
neither. i support myself
why did you last cry?
a lot of reasons and i cant handle being yelled at
when you get upset do you usually keep it to yourself?
generally
favorite place to go and think?
under the stars/clouds at the park!
do you know anyone who’s been in jail?
yup
favorite song?
currently spinning? ‘skinny love’ –bon iver, and ‘ragoo/closer’ –kings of leon, it’s a toss up
would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
last night doesn’t count. but the one before does and i would like too, yes
have you ever been a vegetarian?
indeed, pescoveg, still kinda am though
who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
aaandy!
what did you do for new years?
went to some of my friend’s apartments w/most of the people i love
do you prefer to be around people, or by yourself?
depends
do you trust people easily?
not at all
are you good at hiding your feelings?
very well, yes.
going anywhere this summer?
europeeeeee!
have you kissed anyone in the past week?
yeep
who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
aaandy!
can best friends be replaced?
it happens, only the ones that become family stick around
have you ever seen someone you know and purposely avoided them?
everyday.
your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
haha run like hell cauz his bish be crazay!
ever walked into the guy’s bathroom?
haha yeah, it was a lonnng day
do you like your life?
could be better, could be worse
do you prefer hoop or dangling earrings?
plugs
do you think you’re pretty, honestly?
maybe if i try on special occasions, other than that, not necessarily
where were you at 12:00pm?
yesterday? getting ready for work… womp wommmp
have you kissed someone this year that means something to you?
yep
when’s the last time someone of the opposite sex told you they miss you?
last week
are you still with the last person you dated?
not so much anymore
does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
yes! it’s such a wasted emotion, and even more of a waste to try and make someone experience it
are you wearing something that belongs to someone else?
yuuup.
are you 100% over all your ex’s?
all but one, getting there though.
how has this past week been for you?
beyond stressful and busy! but over over overrrr
is this summer gonna be a good one?
indeed!!! europe w/4 of muh boiiiis :]
would you run outside naked?
it’s been done
if you got pregnant what would your parents do?
probably laugh and say good luck
have you ever had sex in another state?
it happens
are you 100% over the last person you kissed?
not 100%
what’s one thing you can’t stand?
lies, and people who lie.
would you go out in public looking the way you do?
already did, worked out fine. still managed to get hit on and followed, and i didn’t even brush my hair today—thug lyphe.
you’re locked in a room with the last person you dated, would there be any problems?
not on my end, but i’m pretty sure he’d come up w/somethingggg to complain about.
is the opposite sex confusing?
just the crazy ones
what made you start liking the person you do right now?
i think he knew what i was talking about when i said something about mission beach or something. i think he also made fun of me b/c of my ‘blacks beach episode’…ohhh wellllll
do you tend to make things complicated?
no- i’m just complicated so everything else just falls into place that way
do your eyes change color?
yeep
does playing the guitar make a someone more attractive?
omggggg hawwwwwt
are you a jealous person?
not at all
how many arguments did you have with the last person you dated?
oh gosh, too many for no real reason at allllll but it always seemed to be b/c of something i did or didn’t do, either way, they were all pointless and unwanted
someone tells you that you’re beautiful, you say?
that’s awkward
would you date someone right now if they asked?
maybe not
do you believe that the last person that you dated cares about you?
it changes every other day and whatever mood he decides to be in, sooo i’m gonna go with a maybe/maybe not. no one even knows
who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
stef mandi andy corbz or greg
what are you currently looking forward to?
‘bring summer back!’ -sheen
would you rather be hot or cold?
i’m alwaaaays cold, and I hate sweating, so i’ll stay cold for now
do you miss someone, honestly?
unfortunately
who was the last person you held hands with?
brian? maybe? tyler if not
do you get a lot of mood swings?
nope
how many times have you cried in front of the last person you dated?
once, kinda
are you currently listening to anything?
city girl- tegan and sara
open the nearest book, turn to page 5, and type the last sentence:
perhaps it sum’s up the extent to which i am motivated. “i’m alive, what more do you want from me world?” it’s a glorious and underrated mantra regardless
has the last person to drive with you seen you in your underwear?
haha yup!
who was the last person to spend the night with you at your house?
corbzzz
have you ever kissed someone the same night your met them?
it happens
do you bite your fingernails?
no it’s gross
where is the person you miss the most right now?
del mar
how’s your heart?
still beating
has anyone made you feel like crap lately for something they did?
yuppp
does anyone disgust you?
haha yes.
what are your plans for your next birthday?
wasted/vegas. in that order. or something along those lines
ever been asked out by someone you didn’t want to date?
haha oh gosh errday damnit
what would you say if your best friend was pregnant?
what is this, number 4?
where was your last kiss?
muh room.
who are the last five males you talked to?
tim, tyler, chris, james, brian
what year were you born?
89’
how many televisions are in your house?
here- 4/house house-9. yeah, horrible, there’s actually 3 in the same room w/a ps2 ps3 and a wii hooked up to a different one. horrible!!
are you more independent or dependent?
i-n-d-e-p-e-n-d-e-n-t
anyone really close to you pass away?
many
who was your best friend 7 years ago? do you still talk to them?
timothy reed-scalera sherman, from time to time and maybe justin idk, but yusssss!
what’s your favorite band?
oh gosh. top- the honorary title, brand new, the format, copeland, bon iver, barcelona, sherwood, blind pilot, steel train, tegan and sara, lydia, phoenix, of montreal, kings of leon toooo many
are your grandparents dead?
yup, all gone
what do you wanna be when you grow up?
alive
do you get called names because you hang out with guys?
wouldn’t doubt it
who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
andy
do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
apparently
do you wanna dance?
always.
who do you not get along with?
Girls/’family’/stupid people.
ohh 430, please come faster!
see you in three years.
witnessing materialism at its finest…
November 27, 2009
dear God, why do i even bother coming back?
just another happy thanksgiving!…
drink to move on…
November 1, 2009
listen.learn.love.london!
